I almost disappeared. But then he told me that these words, way back when, helped him realized he loved me. So I decided, something that soul-touching is not worth leaving. This, though, is an ending of an era. Not just on this blog. Of myself. It's an end to long hair (for a while), high school, hiding my face, and waiting for something to happen. So some things might change. Like formats and photos and the level of whimsy. But that's all ok. Change is scary but it's necessary. Lately I've been in the throes of its waves. It's hard to ride them calmly and not thrash about, but I'm doing my best. How about you?
Please tell me how you're doing. You've all been in my thoughts always.
Love,
Vivian
good luck, vivian- I hope everything turns out ok :)
ReplyDeleteThank you Vaishnavi <3 it always finds a way too though doesn't it? Love and sunflowers for you.
DeleteHi friend! I have missed you dearly! I've moved on. Blogging will be done a little bit but I've moved onto newsletters. Hence why I write from my second account. The information for it is on my blog. Life's been a deep breath lately. I forget to slow down but feel better when I do. I don't know. It's a lot sometimes. Love you and hope you keep blogging! (:
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Hello Vanessa! I did see that on your blog, I'm so excited for you and your journey. I understand, I feel that I am in the same whirlwind. I think that's why I sort of dropped off the internet. In it together girl. Love always. <3
DeleteI'm so happy you're back! I really missed your posts :) in terms of me, idk man. I'm just surviving, I guess. College apps (and a million other things) are too stressful for me to do anything above that. I'm just hoping that when I go to college in the fall, I'll stop merely surviving and start living again.
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Aw hey! I missed you too. I'm proud of you, it'll be over soon and you'll LOVE college. I'm totally obsessed with all my literature and creative writing classes. You're gonna thrive. It's so worth it. Good job getting through all the applications though, I remember how tough that was. What are your top choices? ((plug for College of Creative Studies at UCSB, Creative Writing and Literature Major haha)). Thinking of you! <3
DeleteHey Vivian! It makes me happy to see you! I've been doing pretty well actually! Making lots of new friends and learning how to manage my time. :)
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Aw makes me happy to see you as well Nabila! I'm glad to hear you've been doing well. Sounds like a nice season of life. Lovely <3
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